Feelings... Yeah we all know them. The butterflys in the stomach, the dreams at nights, the pictures in our heads. The loneliness we feel when we miss the person and the wholes they leaves when they are gone.
The way we blush when we see him smile, the way he talks makes us calm, the way he hugs makes us safe, the feeling of hes heat that warms our bodes, the way hes eyes are shining, they are like a sunrise, they hold so much. All these feelings can't be found everywhere. There is always this single person who holds them for you, waiting for you to find him and him to find you. It takes allot of time to find him, but just a single second to loose him.
We all know the feeling of betray, cheating, back stabs and more. So why do we need to feel them over and over again? Why do we need to fight so desperate to hold a single feeling next to us? A single person? Why do we continue to struggle just to find those feelings? Can't we just find love like we find the answer on Google?
The answer is NO. We need to struggle and fight just to know how real love feels and how it is, so we learn to enjoy it. But when we find this special person why do we need to fight to keep that person close? And if we loose them, we will never have the same feelings ever again. So why are feelings and love so complicated, why do they leave so big scars?
No one knows... All i know is that i found my special someone not long ago... but we are to far away from each other to make it work.
Some people like these feelings and always looks on the bright side if they get hurt, but allot of people hate it, they don't want to feel it, they don't want to get hurt. So why do we need to feel it? Why do we need to be turned the back from the ones we want the most? I think its just life... But i hate it so much...
You made me smile and hide the pain. You don't know the real me, you only knew the hurt me. I wanted to show you who i am, what i am, and what i can give just to see you smile. But it will never happen. You are gone now. You are gone forever......
I don't want this blog to be a sad and negative blog but i really need to let this stone out of my heart.
Sorry that I havent bloged at all lately. Weebly is just fucking shit up rightnow. hope they fix it soon
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