OBS! I used Google translate!For 3 or 4 years ago I was thrown off of a horse and I got a concussion. After this, I did not sit on a horse till the concussion went away. During this time a horse fear grew in me, and I just became more and more afraid to ride or handle horses. When the concussion was gone, I had to help on the farm with the horses that lived here so the horse handling fear quickly disappeared ... but the riding was in. During this time I would ride into my pony puzzle but I was too afraid to ride so I was about to destroy him the way I rode and pulled the reins to a secure rope to hold on to. Puzzle almost never threw me off, but the times he did it was because I pulled the reins so much that he got hurt. I never rode more since then and the fear was obviously bigger and bigger. But then I tried to overcome it and asked my oldest sister for help. She then threw me up without bridle or saddle on her horse and asked me to ride around in the coral ... this made me even more afraid, however, so I stopped altogether with the riding. Before Christmas 2013, I wanted to start riding school when I have decided that horses are my life and I do not want to lose it. Unfortunately, this never by then no one in my family wanted to ride with me and help me along.
At the beginning of the summer my twin sister moved home and decided to buy her own horse. We looked around at Hastnet every day and went around and test rode horses. I got to try to ride but I did not ride faster than short trot and it was probably MAX 3 laps of trot I rode. Before all this, I had already been training away the fear of horseback on a boarder pony named Figge. He is just a shettis but super cute and sweet. He helped me in all ways, throw me off, trotting, jumping, yes everything! And this was without a saddle. However, he is not so big but it helped. Finally Yazzmine found her horse and bought him, the great camel Einar! Einar is only 5 years, and not so educated but sometimes you have to take the bull by the horns and face the fear in the face! And I did yesterday ... I have not broken a single step since the accident. When Yazz asked me if I would gallop or dare it, I said "I do not know but I can try." I was so scared. I felt a lump in the throat but swallowed it quickly. Before I gallop, I warmed up myself both physically and mentally. However, the fear came back when I got the hum in my ears when I trotted ... I stopped the horse and walked around instead. I closed my eyes and pulled back the memories of the accident, "The runaway horse, loss of stirrup, sound of the wind in my ears, electric fence, then black. Waking up by the sound of voices, thoughts fly" where is the horse "going up against the stable, seeing the horse, be denied to sit up and directed to the house, lie down on the couch, waking up in the caravan I stayed in during the summer. "All this flashed through my head and I saw it all in on mixed images. Then I opened my eyes, in my head it was already decided, "I will face my fear," my sister got in the middle of the round coral and showed the reasons I forgot. Now it was time! 1 lap trot and then gallop. My heart pounded like a hammer striking, heart rate was at its peak and my thoughts were 'win over fear. "When the selection came to take a gallop my poulse went faster and my heart was beating so hard that it hurt, the tears were coming. All thoughts in my head disappeared and the only thing I thought was "I will never make it." I do anyway gallop and when the horse takes his first gallop everything stopped. My heart stopped, the pulse stopped, the thought stopped and all, exactly everything, all fear all thoughts of everything just flowed from me like a waterfall. I did it ... I overcame my fear. Now it was just to gallop a few turns and then switch lap. Today when I rode I had no fear left. I trotted around without even thinking about being thrown. Everything felt so wonderful. Everything felt like a dream, and that if I was born to live on horseback.
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